i wish it wasn’t like that. i hope its not like that. lol i feel like the older i get the more judgmental i become.
maybe life in all its bitterness just forces people to settle and eventually stop taking in new ideas altogether. maybe its just an innate quality people have. once they have their own minds set, they automatically begin to scorn other people for being lazy, immoral, selfish, stupid.
maybe its something you develop from all the judgmental people who have judged you over and over and over again in the past, like an abused son growing up to be like his father. maybe we’re some sort of monster created by all the monsters who’ve fused their own cold, intolerant pieces of themselves into us, like frankenstein’s monster.
maybe its one of those constant everyday battles, to remind ourselves not to become one of them, to grow up without having a grown up’s mind. and every night we have to go back into our brains to move all the obstacles that are in the way to the side for a clear safe path for different perspective to be welcomed in
or maybe its something that can’t be helped at all.
again i hope its not like that.